Introduction:
My name is Charlie Lord, and I'm a composer. My 7 word introduction would probably be something like "I Compose Electroacoustic Experimental Music, Spectromorphologizing Emotions." I'm obsessed with the sky, the clouds, the ocean, and the trees. I love cats, ice skating, dry humor, and pasta.
Some of my favorite composers are Kaija Saariaho, Catherine Lamb, Eric Satie, Eve Egoyan, Arvo Pärt, Jóhann Jóhannsson, Jürg Frey, Morton Feldman, John Cage, Steve Reich, Alexandre Desplat, Ben Johnston, Edvard Grieg, Maurice Ravel, Paul Whitty, Alexander Scriabin, Béla Bartók, Charles Wourinen, Clara Iannotta, Sarah Hennies, Michael Torke, Elizabeth Lutyens, Olivier Messiaen, György Ligeti, Brian Mark, and Ballaké Sissoko. Sorry, I got carried away there...
Family History:
Let's talk about me! I'm proud to say I was born into a family of teachers, librarians, and park rangers. My dad is an incredible banjo and guitar player, and has told me many magical stories of his time living with what was essentially a bluegrass band commune. I still have fond memories of finding him in his room at night, playing banjo. I'd climbing up onto the bed to listen. My mom seems to know the lyrics to every song ever, and I got my musical sense of humor from her.
Disability:
I was born hard of hearing in both ears, and remained undiagnosed and untreated until the age of 15. In these first 15 years, I was very musically active, and I believe that the lack of sound information to my brain caused me to hear music in my head very clearly.
My hearing loss also caused a great deal of auditory hallucinations, which did not mix well with the insomnia I suffered from as a kid. These experiences have caused the deepest sense of isolation and loneliness I've ever felt, and they still follow me to this day. Many of these experiences are depicted frequently in my work, likely serving as the source for my focus on human connection.
My hearing loss is still a strong and beautiful part of my identity; I speak American Sign Language and I purposefully stop using my hearing aids when I want to hear the music in my brain grow louder.
Queer Identity:
I'm transgender and genderfluid, and I love to express my queer style through fashion and artistic expression. Needless to say, it's very hard to be transgender in America right now, and I will always be unapologetic about my identity and the space I occupy. A lot of my music works to honor the transgender experience as a sacred, powerful, painful, and beautiful experience. If you are queer or disabled in any way, just know that I love you for existing!
Artistic Purpose:
Third spaces! Library economies! Mutual aid networks! If you look at the tops of the trees as they meet with the sky, my music exists there. I make music to create space for people, space to cry, space to be understood, space to remember trauma and to heal from it. I want to honor and respect the pain that people have been through, and honor those we've lost, and that we've survived. I want to be thankful for life, for nature, for breath, for introspection, and for honest, deep conversations with others. I live for human connection. Anyway, feel free to check out my photo gallery for more fun times!